L O V E

i need inspiration,
i find it in you're beauty,
the love for yours truly,
but where have you gone,
its been so long since i felt,
that mesmerizing kiss,
that feeling that i miss.

still trying to find that inspiration,
i want to shout,
why won't these ideas come out,
I'm searching for a new love,
one that inspires,
but how can i find it in the maze of my desires.

she makes me weak,
she has my soul yearning,
for that love of which i speak.
she's everything that i seek.

but who is she,
just a flawless dream,
orgasmic like strawberries and whipped cream?

i know we all haven't found that true love,
that inspiration that we pray for from above.
so I'm searchin the world,
for that true love girl.

my new inspiration.

Best Friends

I was confused,
as the days flowed,
through and through.
I found it impossible,
to confess my love for you.

This found love,
love i found,
the key to my heart,
in which my soul was released.

this beauty divine,
this beauty i find,
beneath your light skin,
your smooth fingers,
interlocking with mine.

yet i cannot find,
the courage of mind,
to relinquish,
this feeling that has gone amiss.

i feel it with you,
yet what can i do.
a feeling so true,
i found within you.

you're the one i desire,
the only who angels truly admire,
God's blessing sent from above.

if i was only poetic enough,
to express what i must,
this longing for your unconditional love.



i wish i still had you as a bestfriend..
the times we kissed,
the way you smiled whenever you teased me.
the way you had that little smirk,
i know only you would remember.
i miss you bestfriend...
i know a love like this is hard to find again.

Judgement.

I'm heavy,
weighed down by the weight of the world,
I carry you on my shoulders.

They say I'm not trying,
that your judgment is in my hands.
I'm confused,
how do i fulfill these demands.

I look at you,
full of beauty and joy,
how could i compare you,
to a useless old toy.

I'm scared,
scared that i can't save you.
i see another on the street,
and i have to think to myself,
what am i supposed to do.

I'm lost,
lonely, in the guilt of my failure.
save me,
help me to mature.
strengthen my faith and help me to endure.

please make me strong to carry the weight,
of those who's salvation's unsure.
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today made me feel useless.

waiting.

i lie here waiting.
waiting for your presence,
waiting for this to make dream sense.
waiting for your love,
so please send me from above,
the angel for which i wait.

patiently,
i wait for the time,
wait for the time when your love will be mine,
so please help me define,
this feeling,
divine.

random.

World Traveler

Travel the world?
baby i'd travel forever,
just for the pleasure of the moment,
when we'll be together.

They say long distance never lasts,
but girl we'll make that phrase a thing of the past.
cause girl when im feeling whatever,
you bring me up higher than the clouds,
when im down under the weather.

The eternal bliss
from the moment we kissed,
felt like heavens embrace,
don't you remember that day
when we first met face to face?

so the next time im walkin' the streets,
walking by beauty,
in hope that i meet,
a girl worth world travel.

just remember,
you were the only one,
with the key to my heart to unravel.

this one bree bree.

so i forgot to mention that she was really 5'5,
long black hair with those beautiful brown eyes.
did i mention how her smile got me mesmerized?
or how her beauty got me hypnotized.

how can i portray,
through these modest words,
how she got me livin' day to day,
yearning for her voice.

she's got me blank and speechless,
making it impossible to see this.
my words diminish.
leaving me with no way to finish. . .



haha. so, i didn't lie when i said you got me blank and speechless. therefore i didn't finish.
i hope you like it anyway. i meant it. except for the corny stuff =] haha.

12:33 AM the day begins.

When you see something beautiful, when you hear something beautiful. feel you're soul overwhelmed with an unseen presence, you can only ponder on the things that make your life just so damn good. but when you feel empty, and you have nothing to ask yourself, but what am i missing? or why can't i be like him. why cant i have her.

so i speak.

girl you're so beautiful,
you bring my life a miracle,
in the form of a 5'3 beauty,
girl this is truly,
a blessing from God.

beautiful brown eyes,
so warming to my insides,
your scent is flirtatious,
your smile's contagious,
but when i see you passin' by,
i can only ask why.

why i cant have you,
why this dream just can't come true.
to my human eyes this dream is only see-through.

more profound than the world's immenseness,
eaten up by your beauty's intenseness,
Lord help me come to my senses,
your angel's leav'n me defenseless.

answer the prayers that seem to never come true,
answer the questions that keep leaving me with no clue.
I won't worry,
I'll keep on praying for the blessings that only come from you.

and so i beg,
please send me an angel to get me through,