our prayer.

our lives are hidden in a mystery that will never be solved until we're completely at peace,
we live our lives, yearning, lusting for truth about his existence.
we live with a faith that he's behind everything good that happens to us.
we live with a hope that no matter what situation we find ourselves in,
he'll always be the one to come though for us.
we live not knowing when our time will come,
or how we'll be living at the time that it comes.
we need to live as if today, this day, was our last,
and live prepared for the day it comes.

we love you bro. we thank you for being our blessing from God.
we'll see you soon bro, once again. thank you for everything.

.eniale

I saw you today,
reminiscing on the days we were together,
praying and hoping that things would be better.
between you and me,
you're the most beautiful girl i've ever seen.
all the way from your toes painted red,
to that beautiful masterpiece that you call your head.

I couldn't help but stare,
you're beautiful smile caught me off guard,
i couldnt believe that all that time we were together,
i was unaware,
that you make my heart skip a beat,
got perspiration falling down my cheek,
like i was toasting in the African heat.

I don't understand that my love for you could be this deep,
you're presence makes my body tingle,
from my head all the way down to the tip of my feet.
The feeling that you give me is unique,
if only there was a twilight zone,
where our feelings could meet.

You know that i write these for you,
that your my inspiration for these beautiful words,
only befitting an angel from God,
that i hope he sent for me.
Until that day where my dreams and my prayers,
work together to create a you and me,
there will be that space in heaven where my love for you will always be...

love you.

I'm delirious from chasing the mysterious,
contents of a, broken heart, and the way the dry cracked Earth beneath me seems to fall apart,
as i ... try to find the existence of my soul, within my internal struggle for that eternal love,
that i faithfully pray for from the Lord above. Yet I'm lost in my sagaba, from this broken heart,
and as this Earth falling from beneath me continues to disappear, I'm left with nothing to support me, but everything to fear. I continue to free fall through the memories remembering the time it was you and I, when we were a pair instead of just you. me. As i travel through the clouds on my descent to the unknown, hear the cries of the weary, and hear the screams of the hopeless, as fall between them hoping that i'll move on and continue my descent. I need someone heaven sent. I thought you were heaven sent, my world back then was upside down, in a delirium where the fires of hell rained down from the skies and the remnants of heaven twisted and bent.


*sagaba- suffering in ilocano. too much blue scholars.

just a unfinished thought.