Judgement.

I'm heavy,
weighed down by the weight of the world,
I carry you on my shoulders.

They say I'm not trying,
that your judgment is in my hands.
I'm confused,
how do i fulfill these demands.

I look at you,
full of beauty and joy,
how could i compare you,
to a useless old toy.

I'm scared,
scared that i can't save you.
i see another on the street,
and i have to think to myself,
what am i supposed to do.

I'm lost,
lonely, in the guilt of my failure.
save me,
help me to mature.
strengthen my faith and help me to endure.

please make me strong to carry the weight,
of those who's salvation's unsure.
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today made me feel useless.