Life Story.

The way you stare into my soul, they way your x-ray vision eyes can see into every valley, every hill, every knoll, of the hidden, the untold...
I'm lost inside, trying to find...
a way to unwind the feelings i've been trying to hide.
The way out of this desert, into that oasis of love that could only have been placed there by God up above. I'm petrified, in these barren lands, i'm desperate for the caress of your smooth, innocent hands. I'm hurt, by the intensity of your demands. How was i supposed know that Halo plus relationships equals no mans land. I guess you spoke the truth when you said he was better,
even though i had your back through the times of the most violent weather.
I'm HURT inside, trying to find,
a new meaning in life, i've lost that meaning...
i should have noticed sooner, the little smirk you had going,
the way your silky brown hair... or they way nothing could compare to the feeling you gave me by just standing thereee. in my ARMs, wrapped around you, never letting go.. i wish you were still in them even as i let these words flow. but you're not, your the epitomy of everything that i thought, would last... but as i look backk, i realize it would have never worked out, your way too good for me, my feelings were too loud. You. had ambition, Me.. i've just been sitting here wishin, that God would handle my problems, never taking any action, never trying to solve them.
I'm happy inside, trying to find,
the reason behind the way she can see into this very soul of mine, the way she resolves my problems, and no i'm not talking about THAT girl, you see, there's this girl i met. She speaks, with intelligence, this radiant vibe, that only the angels of heaven can recompense. shes amazingly, amazing, giving meaning to my life, giving me reason to strive, for that extra mile, to be better than THAT guy.

to be continued...