feather.

I'm delirious from chasing the mysterious,
contents of a, broken heart, and the way the dry cracked Earth beneath me seems to fall apart,
as i ... try to find the existence of my soul, within my internal struggle for that eternal love,
that i faithfully pray for from the Lord above. Yet I'm lost in my sagaba, from this broken heart,
and as this Earth falling from beneath me continues to disappear, I'm left with nothing to support me, but everything to fear. I continue to free fall through the memories remembering the time it was you and I, when we were a pair instead of just you. me. As i travel through the clouds on my descent to the unknown, hear the cries of the weary, and hear the screams of the hopeless, as fall between them hoping that i'll move on and continue my descent. I need someone heaven sent. I thought you were heaven sent, my world back then was upside down, in a delirium where the fires of hell rained down from the skies and the remnants of heaven twisted and bent.


*sagaba- suffering in ilocano. too much blue scholars.

just a unfinished thought.